a list

You always hear the phrase 'Life's too short' , and man it is so darn true. :(

Last week my son's occupational therapist Cath died. We had met with her in October at school to discuss his needs due to his disability and I honestly didn't know anything was wrong with her. A week later my son's SENCO ( Special educational Needs Co-ordinator for those who are unfamiliar ) phoned me while I was in the car to say that she had had to leave her job as she had terminal Cancer. I was so so sad, and told my son's Senco not to worry too much as I knew of Ellie . ( Ellie is my cousin Matt's friend who's Blog I've been reading ever since my Aunt told me of Ellie's illness at 28. )

However, this Monday when greeting my boys through the front door after school the first thing my Mr Green said to me was, " Cath Died last week"

Only 8ish weeks ago, she was at work, living her life. How could this be?

So... I have decided to scrap my new years resolution of ' Managing Paperwork better.....' (which reminds me actually I need to send paperwork off tomorrow) and now have a To do list instead!

- Go to Disneyland Florida.
- Have a Sunday Night Dance-off everyweek to shake away those Monday-Morning-is-coming blues.
-Get a pet rabbit called Miffy

-Go to the Miffy Museum Amsterdam
- See my sweet baby boy walk
-Ride a Rollercoaster with bigger baby boy

- Go to the Circus
- Take lots of picnic food and meet up with ALL my family in the park
- Visit my friend Bert in London in the Summer.
- Hire a Hummer Limo for my bigger baby boy
-To feet and hand paintings in the Garden.
Engrave all our names into the Garden tree
Have a water fight

Go to Lego Land
Have the patience to build lego like Mr Green
Go camping with my boys
Go swimming with baby boy for the first time.
See my old Art teacher again
Visit my Boys Great Great Grandmother who is 90 this year and far away
Wear fun Halloween costumes & host a Party
Go Bowling & eat Candy Floss!
Go to Universal Studios so i can see Mr Green beam with excitement
Sew the boys a Teepee
Plan a snowy trip abroad
Go to the beach
Read Miffy books everyday to baby Boy ( he gets distracted!)
Take More photos'
Write more in the boys Daily dairies we keep
Let bigger baby boy choose a place on a map and we drive to it for fun ( could be interesting)
Go to the Safari park & kiss giraffes
See Manatees <3
Go sledging

Get engaged ;O)